ShadowoftheMoon138

After a lot of thought, I've decided I'm going to leave this account for good. 

I made this account six years ago, and a lot has changed about me in that time. I don't feel connected to this account anymore. A lot of the things i used to be into - Hetalia, Warriors, Vocaloid, Undertale - I'm just not anymore, and a lot of the childish things I did just... aren't me. I feel like I've grown past this account as a person, and so I'm gonna abandon it.

I know that I don't have a lot of people who care about this account, but it feels good to have closure.

That being said, I'm not leaving DeviantArt. I still love this website and I have things I want to do. I just need a new account - a fresh start - for these things to happen.

I'll leave a comment from my new account if anyone would care to follow it. 

I'm not deactivating, just leaving. 

Hope to see you soon.

Hm

Part of me wants to make a new account and start over. 

Or delete all of my art from this and start fresh. 

But part of me doesn't want to. it's... hm. ive changed a lot over the... wow, five years ive had this account and honestly part of me feels like it doesnt reflect me anymore. i want to make something new that better represents who i am but at the same time i dont want to leave everything ive started here behind and make something completely new. 

i mean. its complicated and tough and this is, in all honesty, just a word dump so i can get my thoughts out on paper. but i... dont know what to do.

i have a brand now, mostly. im still in the process of figuring that out but i do have a new name and way i present myself, especially on tumblr and amino, that this account doesn't reflect anymore. which is where changing my account would come in handy; i wouldnt have to go through and unwatch everyone i dont like anymore. i would just have to find things i do like and go from there. 

but... thats still a lot of work. 

im super conflicted right now and i dont know what to do but hey
maybe for new years or christmas or just because i feel like it ill change
or maybe not



who knows?

Hm

Part of me wants to make a new account and start over. 

Or delete all of my art from this and start fresh. 

But part of me doesn't want to. it's... hm. ive changed a lot over the... wow, five years ive had this account and honestly part of me feels like it doesnt reflect me anymore. i want to make something new that better represents who i am but at the same time i dont want to leave everything ive started here behind and make something completely new. 

i mean. its complicated and tough and this is, in all honesty, just a word dump so i can get my thoughts out on paper. but i... dont know what to do.

i have a brand now, mostly. im still in the process of figuring that out but i do have a new name and way i present myself, especially on tumblr and amino, that this account doesn't reflect anymore. which is where changing my account would come in handy; i wouldnt have to go through and unwatch everyone i dont like anymore. i would just have to find things i do like and go from there. 

but... thats still a lot of work. 

im super conflicted right now and i dont know what to do but hey
maybe for new years or christmas or just because i feel like it ill change
or maybe not



who knows?

Music of the Night! also face reveal? Whoa. who knew
meh im confident enough enjoy

ive been doing more writing lately

its on my writeblr shadowspillsink.tumblr.com/
or my ao3 
but like

should i repost it here?
im pretty proud of it
so like
i might do it anyway
but
you know

what do yall want